why does my heart feel so heavy, when my exams are over?!

i am supposed to be happy, dancing and yelling and celebrating!

yet muted and defeated, i walked home silently,

my bag, my solace.

the world is quiet around me.

i hear only my own singings, my whisperings....

i tell myself of all that happened today,

i laughed at myself,

why does this hurt so bad.

i feel an emptiness ringing for miles and miles away.